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Friday, April 21, 2006

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I wont be updating much anymore. Well, not here at least. I decided, and realized, that I like LJ better. Soo.. If you wanna know more about the stuff that are going around in my head.. Check this out instead:

Spontaneity.

Cheers!

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4:42 AM *

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

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21.25
Wuuuuh. CRUNCH TIME!!!!

21.30
Wuuuuh. Exam time!!!

22.04
Fuckity fuckity fuckity fuck.

22.26
Okaay. I took the product final assessment the first time.. and I failed. 15 out of 20 = 75%. And we should get friggin' 90%. I took it the second time... and got a hundred. Wheew.

This is so much like school and not like work. Gaaak.

I want chocolate!!!! :O *thanks go to Shin for giving me his Toblerone :D*

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10:48 PM *

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Work.

It will be work for me the whole summer. My only class for summer was dissolved. Arrgh. And I cant take other subjects cuz 1.) I cancelled Anthro 10 due to work sked conflicts and 2.) the other *required* class I HAVE to take is already super full.

So.. the end result? Zero units for summer and a whopping 12 for next sem. My last sem ever.

**fingers crossed**

--*--

Guess who I saw this *early* morning after lunch and while burning?

The lone gay I hate most. I won't be saying his name.. but my friends, you know who he is. You just hafta know. *think grad comm people*

So, he's technically a graduate since last sem. And I cant really care much if he'll be teaching for the Ateneo (college) next sem. So what, diba?

Hmm.. Okay, maybe I do care. Wahaha.

Whatever.

--*--

I cannot take this no-sleep stint anymore. I am just so effing sleepy right now.

So much for sacrificing sleep over a new pair of glasses.

And I just hafta say this... the new pair rocks my socks. :)

--*--

I am... smitten.

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2:01 AM *

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i am at work. RIGHT ABOUT NOW. haay.

ive been working for two weeks. and it's slowly getting into my nerves. waaah.

-*-

i saw my friends earlier today. it was actually an overwhelming feeling to see them again. i havent seen my people for like three weeks already. and seeing them again just made me feel.. well.. at home again.

tss. mushy. tss.

-*-

i need kuya em's hug. *sigh*

shoutout: em, congratulations for bagging the best thesis award of the department. amazing! :D

~~xoxoxox~~

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1:48 AM *

Monday, April 03, 2006

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Unofficial list of grades is out.. Na naman. :O

my grades this sem are okay. hehe. okay as in okay. let's see...

my fil50 is supposed to be around 2.75-3.0... but since Sir Iniego loved us so much... he agreed to change my attendance grade of 5 (yes, lagi kasing nagk-cut e!) to 1.5.. whee! and gave us a +5 for the final exam.. so, the final grade? 1.75! hehe!

my thesis grade is what shocked the hell outta me. =P my adviser gave me a grade of one point twenty-five. heeheehee. mahal ko na talaga si ma'am! :)

--*--

anyway...

i need to get you outta my system. it's driving me nuts. hrrr.

thankyousomuch.

~~xoxoxox~~

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8:21 PM *

Monday, March 13, 2006

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Thesis defense is something that would constitute my past. Hehe. It was an accomplishment I would NEVER forget. And I'd be forever thankful to my panelists...

Maam Vernie was not the white lady I once knew. And Maam Ginny was not her usual pang-ookray self. I love them both.

My adviser was always on my guard. I thank her for believing in me more than I did myself.

I cant believe it's already over.

But as for now, lwt me not celebrate just yet.. Hintayin ko na lang ang lahat na matapos.

In a coupla months, Ima leave UP. Huu.

--*--

After five months, I didnt know it would feel the way it did. LOL.

~~xoxoxox~~

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6:13 PM *

Sunday, March 05, 2006

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.... heaven knows how embittered I am..

Cuz this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped [her] wings
And made [her] mine for all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from me
Lord I had the strength to set [her] free
Did what I did because I love [her] so
Will [she] ever find [her] way back to me?

--*--

Let me stop the drama, let us cut the chase.

This rollercoaster ride has been going on for ages, although I am not really sure if it is indeed a rollercoaster kind of ride. Ahm, okay. That was weird. =p

As always, and as what could be expected of me.. I am in the state of confuciosity and chaos. How predictable can I be? Well, I cannot blame anyone here; maybe unconsciously I want to be in this. God, am I taking Freud seriously? Whatever.

I remember Krissy saying.. consciously, subconsciously [mali, dapat preconscious, according to dear old Freud =p], and unconsciously, I want only one person. Siya na yun. Maybe she was right. No, let not that be maybe, she is right, indeed. Arrgh.

What point am I making? Nothing. Let's just say I'm doing some free association to access my unconscious. Tangina, tama na nga.

Resulta lang ito ng magdamag na pag-aaral ng classical and neo-Freudian psychoanalysis. [sige lang, make yourself believe that. That is what you call defense mechanism to repress threatening information.] GAAAAAH. Psych 150 is driving me nuts..

--*--

I was in Starbucks Tomas Morato last night. I was there from 5 til 11 pm. It was nice studying there, kasi I did not know anybody kaya there were no distractions. Unlike in Katipunan, malaki talaga ang chances na meron akong makikitang kakilala, therefore, di ako gaano makakaconcentrate. Successful naman ako sa pag-aaral. Hindi ba obvious, napaka-psychoanalytic ng post na ito. Wehe.

May bago na naman akong crush na barista, si Earvin. For a moment last night, I actually thought his name was also Erwin.. nawindang naman daw ako, akala ko pareho name ng barista crushes ko. Haha. On second thought, baka displacement lang ginawa ko, ahem, defense mechanism na naman. Psych na naman.

Tama na nga. Wala nang pinapatunguhan ito.

--*--

Little has been said but much has been felt.. and done. What would be the next step? Where do we go?

Haay.

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1:53 PM *

Friday, March 03, 2006

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It's almost over. ALMOST.

I'm scheduled to defend my thesis on the 11th of this month... and I'm scared. As in super scared.

I know there are a lot more pressing problems in our society, but I can't help but be rattled by my defense. It's not that I'm self-centered, it's just that I don't want to fail this. I don't want any of my panelists disapprove my thesis. Oh God.

Anyway, a lot has happened to the Philippines lately... And much has been said about it, although very little has been done. Personally, Ion't think GMA has the right and the power (even if she is the President and the Commander-in-Chief) to proclaim a State of National Emergency just 'cause she feels threatened and fears of losing the seat of power. Being that, I also believe that she doesnt have the right to lift PP 1017 just 'cause medyo tumahimik na ang mga taong against her. She is supposed to be feared by the people, and not the other way around.

Oh well... malabo talaga. Hehe...

--*---

On to the personal side... Wala lang. I'm majorly crushing on someone. Whee! :D

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2:26 PM *

Friday, February 17, 2006

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I just came from my MS1 second exam.. Gawd, I was sooo sleepy while answering it.. haha.. sana pumasa ako. =p

--*--

After almost a month of being late, I've finally submitted my final thesis draft. Yaay.. except that it's sooo basura. Haha..

But as for now, it's good that I can breathe normally.. even for just a while.

I'm looking forward to revising it for the second draft.. I wanna beat Charls sa 21hours nya in front of the PC! Hehe! :D

--*--

Yay, magf-fair kame later... Hmm.. Magdamagan na 'to! :D

~~xoxoxox~~

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2:50 PM *